Determination

Go Hard or Go Home.

Get on the Boat or Stand on the Shore.

Push or be Pushed.

Am I Going To Waste The Past One Year?

What would I do if I don't make it.

Am I going to waste one more year and be looked down upon?

Selections are coming to a close and I want it so bloody bad.

But what if I'm just not good enough?

What if I screw up?

"Main team or not we're all brothers, equal and always a team"   bullshit.

You know yourself you don't mean it. "Now just defend our spot. Don't let people like them spoil the boat"

Let's hope it all pays off. I wouldn't say I'm the strongest or I've sacrificed the most.

But I've definitely worked harder and fucking deserve it more.

Call me selfish, self-centred, narcissistic or whatever it is.

I've reached the point where I'll do whatever it takes to enter.