Determination

Go Hard or Go Home.

Get on the Boat or Stand on the Shore.

Push or be Pushed.

Am I Going To Waste The Past One Year?

What would I do if I don't make it.

Am I going to waste one more year and be looked down upon?

Selections are coming to a close and I want it so bloody bad.

But what if I'm just not good enough?

What if I screw up?

"Main team or not we're all brothers, equal and always a team"   bullshit.

You know yourself you don't mean it. "Now just defend our spot. Don't let people like them spoil the boat"

Let's hope it all pays off. I wouldn't say I'm the strongest or I've sacrificed the most.

But I've definitely worked harder and fucking deserve it more.

Call me selfish, self-centred, narcissistic or whatever it is.

I've reached the point where I'll do whatever it takes to enter.

2016

Another year has passed.

This year went by really, really fast. It really just sets you thinking about aging and how fast life would end.

2015 had its ups and downs. From the people I've met, to the decisions I've made, it was definitely the most colourful year of my life.

Like every start of the year, we all set goals and aspirations we want to achieve. Well, it's always the same old things we want to achieve: results, love or getting something we want. I mean there's nothing else we really can hope for. We always want to satisfy our human desires first followed by the expectations we expect or are expected of.

For me, in 2016, I do have a personal goal I want to achieve. It's a goal I've been working hard on for awhile. I either make it or break it. I really want it bad. Fucking bad.

Aside from that, like always, ACADEMIC RESULTS.

The health of those around me as well as myself to be great. That is something I want to achieve. I recently found out the importance of being healthy by learning the hard way. Negligence and arrogance kills.

Tangible things become less important and desired as the age adds up. It could be a sign of maturity or possibly just the harsh reality that you can't have everything you ask for in life.

Intangible things are what makes us human. It's going to sound really mushy if I talk about it but it essentially is the emotions, memories, love, beliefs, opinions etc.
(Abstract concepts and imaginary creatures and characters??!!)

Let this year be a good year.

Let it be an eye-opener.

Let it be memorable.

Let it surpass the past.

Demise

"There is
something
mystically
sad
and beautiful
about
how
I will
never
see you
again
(or have you)

but
meet you
again
and again

in poetry."
-Sanober Khan


School's starting on Monday.

How dreadful.

Facing (certain) people.

Someone recruit me into Quileute Tribe, please.

Health is not valued till sickness comes.

Health is vital to me.

Falling sick has TOO MANY setbacks.

Less training, less appetite, loss in size, loss in strength.

I can't afford to keep falling sick anymore.

Not in this period of time.

Selections have begun.

Fatigue makes cowards of us all

With the increased training intensity, the fatigue setting in is intense.

Gymming is a drag.

Waking up is a drag.

But nothing worth having comes easy.

I have to wake up my idea.

When I'm here slacking and resting, someone else is out there working harder than me and reaping the fruits of hard work.

I want my seat.

I don't want anyone to steal it from me.

Time to work harder.

He wakes up at 6, I'll wake up at 5.

He puts 2 plates, I put 3 plates.

Time to make it all worth it.

What power has law where only money rules

Recently, ISIS had caused panic around the globe with their acts and security has been tightened at all country immigrations.

This is just my Point of View:

"People are created to be loved and things were created to be used. The reason why the world is in chaos is because things are being loved and people are being used."

This quote really holds a substantial amount of meaning to me.

The reason the world is the way it is now - The Greed of Money
The solution for it? - To be selfless and give in

The ISIS militants do not understand. What they are doing now isn't helping at all. Taking lives from innocent people would not accomplish any goals they have set. They have to understand that the reason for it all is the oil in their lands. The United States could solve the problem overnight if they wanted to but they had a reason not to.

"Once the seeds of greed had been sowed, greed would keep growing until it saps the last bit of nutrient from its soil."

"As long as there is profit in war, the world would not know peace. Use your words, not your fists."

When the last sap of oil is taken, maybe that's when the wars will stop and the U.S. will leave their lands. But will the innate hatred harboured within the hearts of the victims be contained? Or will it spark another flame?

A Chain Reaction.
It never ends.
Ever since the Genesis of Time.

No one is selfless enough to give up their own self-interests for the benefit of others.

What is the law when anything can be bought in this world.

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Boy, what have i written.

Just some personal thoughts.

freedom of speech - fair comment - justification? >o<